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Please remember us / Rosemary Sis Of ^j^ Alvin Cremeans Read >>
Please remember us / Rosemary Sis Of ^j^ Alvin Cremeans
I go back to the doctor on Monday and I think I really need to have her check me into the hospital. I need to find peace somehow and find some hope. I have been sicker than I have wanted to admit for a while now and it's not getting any better. I have to do this if I don't want to end up in a grave too. Please remember me and my family in your prayers and please remember to keep lighting candles of for our angel. I would appreciate it so much. Rosemary Close
Sending my love to you Nicky and your family! / Jessie Kilian's Mom Read >>
Sending my love to you Nicky and your family! / Jessie Kilian's Mom
Dearest Nicky, you are so very missed. Your family aches daily for you. To feel you, see you, smell you. Please watch over them, I know you already do. Your sweet mother means so much to me, she is so supportive and loving. Give her a gentle hug for me. Appear to her in her dreams, send her signs that you and her would only know.
I pray that your family feels your presence. Just to know you are near is a great feeling.
Another year gone without you. 2007 / Mum
Darling Nicky. You have now been gone for your 2nd Christmas and 2nd New year. I have tried to be so strong and happy , but last night when i went to bed the tears just kept falling. My memories were of you from when you were born to when i kissed you in your coffin. Also when you died how i wish i could of taken you of that hospital bed and cuddled you more. All those memories all of you.some people say it gets easier with time. yes, i laugh and joke and live. but underneath the shell my heart is broken. I get so scared i will forget you, this sounds so crazy because your face and expressions and voice and touch are always with me. some times i think is this just wishfull thinking and at times still think you might return. I just wanted to say i love you son . I know some people will read this and think i am some sad lady But only other's who have lost their child will understand, Remember to imagine is not the same as to experience this and believe me no one should ever have to. As for Time some say it is a great healer but how can you ever have enough time for this greif. Every Birthday anniversary holiday's sayings or even someone who might resemble the person brings all these moments of greif back. Yes their were lots of happy times that i treasure but watching your child die never leaves you. Faith love family friends all try and help but they can never cure the pain compleaty. You see my child has gone to live in heaven lovely but he is not with me or his family and that will always hurt. He died far to young and well before his time. love you for eternity your mum.xoxoxoxoxoxo your mumxoxoxoxoxo
A brief moment of darkness was all that I knew, before Heaven's Gate came into my view. Loved ones and friends I had missed for many years, welcomed me with open arms and many happy tears. All the hurt, fear, and pain that I have ever known, is gone from my life, I am finally home. I gazed upon the Lord's sweet smiling face, and for the first time in my life I knew and felt His grace. I know that you miss me, but please dry your eyes. I will always be watching and loving you from my new home in the sky. A cool breeze on your face, a touch of light rain, I will send as a reminder that we will be united again. Life on earth is but one brief moment in time, I am finally home, Eternity is mine.
christmas time / Ellie Wrate (Wife) To my sweet husband
Missing you so much, not a day passes without me wishing you was still here with us all, i take comfort in knowing you will be with us tomorrow morning watching the girls open there presents, you loved seeing there little faces light up when they opened there presents you are missed so much, love you forever and always xXxClose