for you  / Veronica Angelmom To Zachary Vanwinkle
"'I'll lend you for a little time
A child of mine," God said.
For you to love - while he lives
And mourn for when he's dead.

It may be six or seven years
Or twenty-two or three,
But will you, till I call him home,
Take care of him for Me?

He'll bring his charms to gladden you,
His time shall be brief.
You'll have his lovely memories
A as solace for your grief.

I cannot promise you that he'll stay,
Since all to earth return,
But there are lessons taught down there
I want my child to learn.

I've looked the world over
In my search for teachers true,
And from the throngs that crowd
Life's lanes, I have selected you.

Now will you give him all your love,
Nor think your labor vain,
Nor hate Me when I come to call to
Take him back again?'

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Happy Halloween Nicky  / Denise Kneale (angel friends )

Dear Nicky, have a wonderful Halloween with all our Angels and light up our skies with your celebrations.  Love Never Dies.

(((Angela)))

Love and Blessings Denise mum to James and Daniel. http://james-kneale.memory-of.com xxx

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love u lots  / Jessee Wrate X.

HI DAD !!!!  

     HOPE U WILL BE WITH ME FOR MY B-DAY.

     ILL BE 11  MISS U THINK OF U EVRY TIME OF THE DAY

     BECAUSE I LOVE U MORE THEN ANYTHINK!!!

     LOVE U LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS XXX

    X X X X X X X X X X 

 

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3 years on.  / Mum

well what can i say!!

Nothing has got any easier the pain in my heart is still their.

Some people think i owe it to myself to move on and Nicky would not like me like this.

It makes me mad ,what the hell do they know .

True love never dies, you can not really get over the loss of your child.

All i can say is that others must hide their grief really well.

You see i am not hatefull,Bitter twisted, or any of these negative ways.

Just broken hearted.

I truly am trying to get back to what others would class as normal.lol.

To please them, more than myself.

When i am having one of my bad days i want to hide from the world, in reality, pretending i do not exsist.

No pills or therapy will help, how can they.

You see i am just a mum who wants their son back.

no amount of therapy or pills can cure that.

please be patient to those that have lost a child

believe me it is the cruelest thing one has to endure.

29 years of being a mum, love worries and woes and real pride you were the best unique

loving and kind with such a wacky sense of humour.

Nicky i love you and how i hate september.

love your mum xoxo

 

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Thinking of you at this sad time  / Jo-Ann Pacenta Lauren's Mom (Angel family friend )

Please know that you and your family are being thought of in a very special way today. May God bless your family with peace.

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Thinking Of You On Nicky's 3rd Angelversary  / Denise Kneale (angel friends )

Thinking of you dear Nicky. Please stay close to your precious family, leaving them small signs of your love, peace and strength.

(((Angela)))

Love and Blessings Denise mum to James and Daniel. http://james-kneale.memory-of.com xxx

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~Thinking of you with love~  / Melissa Eiler (~Angel Friend~ )

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In Loving Memory of Nicky  / Carol Pizzi (Angel Debbie's Mom )

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Happy Birthday Nicky  / Denise Kneale (angel friends )

Have a wonderful Birthday Nicky, along with all our Angels, lighting up our skies with your celebrations.

(((Angela)))

Death - the last sleep? No the final awakening.
Walter Scott

Love and Blessings Denise mum to James. http://james-kneale.memory-of.com xxx

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3rd Birthday in heaven....  / Mum

Oh Nicky,

How you are missed, i never thought Birthdays were spent at home crying wishing so much for time to stand still.

I wonder what you would of been doing 3 years on .

My life has changed so much, before i was always doing something ,now the days roll by.

It is so hard just to get through the day .

I know other's want to see me happy but son that is hard.

unless you have lost a child you will never understand.

I look at your picture and start bawling, i still ask why?

I know i sound selfish but it is tough!

I honestly do not think i will ever get over your death or come to terms with it.

some people have faith etc..i have gone of all of that, then you get other's who think that time will heal, (really).

Have they lost a child do they know what it is really like...

You are as loved as always and just the same as your sister's, however i just can not hold you or give you a kiss like i used to.

I know that you would be shocked as too how i am now but you see son i never wanted you to leave,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

Time stands still back to 2005 and that night in the hospital.

Nothing in life for me will ever be as bad as that memory.

even with modern health care you could not be saved.

I will never understand why why why.......

Forever 29, xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

 

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SENDING LOVE  / ROSE GRMA TO ANGEL BRITTANY SYFERT
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Wishes for a Happy New Year to your loving family dear Nicky  / Jo-Ann ~. Mom Of Angel Lauren Pacenta (Angel Family Friend )
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3rd Christmas in heaven  / Mum &. Dad



Nicky how we all  remember those happy days when we were a family of five.
We are still that family , only you are a long way from home.
no amount of driving or travelling will get me to you.
Or your dad and sister's.
I handled this christmas better than the last 2..
Lisa and Emma and the children and don all went to the cemetary to place small items for you , as we all know how you loved Christmas.
Their was a fog all around us and the grankids got spooked , but as i said uncle nicky will be here to watch over us and they all settled down.
Aunti Maxine had been up the day before and as usual she had dressed the Angels with tinsel and left a lovely teddy and angel for you along with flowers. they were so LOVELY.
sHE IS SO GOOD SHE NEVER FORGETS HER FAV NEPHEW.
Uncle Michael left you a card  This i know was hard for him.
I know all these things mean a lot to you in heaven.
The pain of not having you with us never leaves.
Your Children asked if they could visit you just before Christmas .
I will take them Nicky when the weather improves.
They love and will  never forget their daddy.
Nan is continuing with her treatment  she is so brave...
Aunti maxine doese so much to help her.
Every one misses you .
Nicky if only i could pretend you were here for the new year.
once again you will be toasted and your memory kept alive.
love you forever son.xoxoxoxoxo
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PRECIOUS ANGEL NICKY AND YOUR LOVING FAMILY,  / ROSE GRMA TO ANGEL BRITTANY SYFERT

I MADE A LITTLE WISH LAST NIGHT,
I DO HOPE IT COMES TRUE,
I WISHED FOR SOMETHING SPECIAL.
SOMETHING JUST FOR YOU!

I LOOKED UP INTO THE NIGHT'S SKY AND BECKONED TO THE WISHING STAR,
I WISH I MAY, I WISH I MIGHT"
I WHISPERED FROM AFAR......

I WISHED FOR YOU THE SWEETEST DREAMS
TO FILL YOUR HEAD AT NIGHT,
AND MAY YOUR LOVING HEART BE FILLED
WITH HAPPINESS, WARMTH AND DELIGHT

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MERRY CHRISTMAS  / Nancy Davis

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PRECIOUS ANGEL NICKY, AND YOUR LOVED ONES  / ROSE GRMA TO ANGEL BRITTANY SYFERT

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luv u xxx  / Charlotte Jones (neice)

 LOVE YOU ALWAYS DAY AND NIGHT,
WHEN ITS RAINING I THINK OF YOU SO I FEEL HAPPY AND BRIGHT,
I LOVE YOU AND YOU ARE ONLY ONE UNCLE OF A KIND,
MY HEART ACHES LIKE AN NEEDLE IS STICKING THOUGH IT BUT ITS NOT ITS THE SADNESS OF YOU NOT HERE,
IN A WAY I THINK OF A WAY OF CONNECTING TO YOU BUT THERE IS NO WAY TILL UP IN HEAVEN,
IN MY MIND I DONT THINK YOU HAVE GONE UP IN HEAVEN I THINK YOU ARE STILL HERE BUT I DONT SEE YOU,
THEY ALL SAY UR BE A BIT BETTER ONE DAY,
BUT IM NOT IM GETTING WORSE IN A WAY,
WHAT A SAD THING TO SAY,
LOVE YOU ALWAYS EACH AND EVERY DAY.
LOVE YOU LOTS GOT TO SAY SEE YOU LATER AND SEE YOU ONE FINAL  DAY XXXXXXXXXXX

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For Nicky And His Dear Family  / Denise Kneale (connected by angels )

Remembering dear Nicky and that he is always close to his precious family, leaving little signs for them.
Love and Blessings Denise mum to James. http://james-kneale.memory-of.com xxx Close

PRECIOUS NICKY AND YOUR FAMILY  / ROSE GRMA TO ANGEL BRITTANY SYFRT

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